Well since I last posted we have been busy with school and my work trips. I also have been going through some personal challenges. I have had a hard time dealing with some issues and although they have finally come to a head in the process I lost, what I thought was great friendships. I am struggling to learn how to close this door in my life and in learning this very hard life lesson. I am only hoping by going through this process I will see a door with another opening on the other side with a light that is very bright. And although I know I will not be the same from this experience I do know I will be stronger or at least I hope I will be.
Onto other news I finally convinced a doctor to take me and the pain of this disease seriously. And although it took me asking the doctor to admit me to the hospital and cut off my leg to get her to listen at least I got her attention! Okay I know that was bad approach to it but I am so frustrated with this disease. It is only getting worse as time goes on and the pain is not the only issues anymore. I am having short term memory issues, dropping things, speaking words backwards, and the list could go on and on. So she has now put me on Lyrica and I hope this will help. I do know after a week of being on it the pain is decreasing so maybe it will work. At least I pray it does.
