Saturday, July 3, 2010

Sleepless Nights

I am not sure if it is Fibroymalgia or what but last night was one of those nights were I just couldn't get comfortable to sleep. I was in so much pain that it was just hard to get comfortable. So I tossed and turned until almost 3 in the morning. It was awful!! So needless to say today I am sure I will be dragging most of the day but I just can't let this get a hold of me. It upset's me when I have to tell my kids no I just can't do that right now and that happens more and more these days. For the most part I am able to push through the fatigue & pain but some days it just isn't going to happen. I have also noticed loud nosies bother me something awful now. So going into a large crowd just isn't something I can handle anymore. The worst part of this is that I only have a few friends who truly understand me and this problem, the rest just look at me and totally don't understand. Most of my family is that way as well. I am learning not to allow this to bother me as well. I can say one thing this has made me grow in ways that I just didn't know was possible for me. I am also very grateful for those people in my life who truly understand me & don't judge me but help me. Without them this just wouldn't be something I can handle. Thanks to all of you who help me!!

1 comment:

Unknown said...

you know Jamey does not do loud sounds or crowds either we have to put hunting ear plugs on him if we go anywhere with loud noise and if there are a lot of people he gets overwhelmed and freaked out. He has been this way since birth. I wish I could help you sometime. I will keep praying and sending good thoughts your way.

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